Why Not?

Hello There
How are you?

Do you have any ghosts?
Any memories that haunt?
Any people you wish weren't there?
I do.
I have ghosts that aren't dead.
Memories that...
On second thought
I won't give you it.
I won't give you what you want to hear.
You want to know my life is hell.
You want to know that you have broken the fourth wall.
I have a few words.
Because we are acting in theater of the absurd.
Why continue your charade?
Why waste yourself?
When you have what you want?
Or is she not enough?
Was she never what you really wanted?
My sadness is your true goal.
She is just a way to get to me.
A pawn in your game;
I refuse to play
I cut you off, deny you satisfaction.
But this isn't about you.
It's about me.
Always.
I am alive.
Like the hills.
I hope you got that.
I did.