Monday, February 22, 2010

My Soul Burns

My soul burns
With the fury
Of a thousand suns
Because of the betrayal
By the one I Loved
All was lost
Long Before
I
Fade out
He
Fades in
I
am alone
With my flaws
I reach out in all directions
Reaching for a base
I find nothing solid but the spot I stand
I look upward and forwards
The answers reveal themselves
One at a time
Slowly
As my soul burns

3 comments:

  1. Betrayal
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    You say I betrayed you,
    My love, my sheild.
    You say that you're lost- wandering
    Alone and Confused.
    How could I do it?
    How could I hurt you?
    Let me first say that I did not intend to.
    I broke my promise-
    I broke our hearts
    And now it seems as though we are worlds apart.
    Not a day goes by without a passing thought
    Memories stain my vision, my eyes
    Cloudy and bloodshot.
    Tears fall to the floor now and then
    When I think about what Could have been
    Our Future has shattered, our hearts now lay tattered
    Blood seeps into cracks
    Because of a knife to the back.
    Our faults are to blame
    For Our Love's Lost Flame; the Dual Inferno has gone
    Cold to the core-
    A future Blais I am no more.
    Betrayal goes both ways, my Dear-
    My dying heart lays beating for You to hear.

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  2. Solace
    --------
    A wolf wanders along the ridge
    Alone in the vast wood.
    Her compainion gone, her life has changed
    SHe carries on to make her way.
    Alone once more in Spirit and Mind
    The pact once made no longer binds.
    A thorn in her paw, she limps on
    Her heart may be broken but she is strong.
    She pads softly along her path,
    Trying to survive the aftermath.
    Her mate is gone; she climbs her hill
    Puts her head towards Orion, howls her song and catches chill,
    Ruffles her fur and settles down,
    The world around her is eerie without sound.
    One day, she'll learn to love again-
    But she'll Never forget that once cozy den.

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  3. Alone?
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    That wolf is not alone
    That thorn'd paw lifted
    By a fox
    Cunning and conniving
    You made the choice
    To get more attention
    You won't find it here
    Not as long as I sting
    I worry for you
    Lost from faith
    You are drawn by evil
    The fox will leave you
    Or "accidentally" give you kin
    I worry for you
    But don't say you are
    Alone
    I am not
    Alone
    I have
    My Savior
    My Friends
    My Family
    My Future
    I worry not about what could have been
    But about what is
    And what will be
    Find what really gives you light
    And stop dying for attention

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